Right! *dusts off hands*
That's my 14th month of referral waiting DONE!
Maybe it's even my last month of referral waiting...
It's been kind of strange lately. When I realized and accepted in late December that I would have to wait at least a few more weeks, an almost eerie calm washed over me. I've always been pretty composed with the wait, but I've been in this odd, 'sparkly' place lately. I know that sounds bizarre, but I don't know how else to describe it.
Maybe I could almost compare it to meeting a new guy and thinking, "Hey, something wonderful is about to happen here. Good times are coming. I have something great to look forward to and a reason to shave my legs every day."
But don't get me wrong, it's not like I'm never sad over waiting for so long, because I am. But I have a new inner calm that's helping me through the dark moments that threaten to invade my peace like looming storm clouds.
(This sounds cheesy, but...) Perhaps the sparkles are from the stars aligning for me and my gal. Because I am almost positive I've been matched with Myfanwy but the bureaucratic wheels haven't turned enough to put the paperwork into my hands.
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Or maybe it's just my meds kicking in.
p.s. Belated Happy Lidet! - Ethiopian Christmas was January 7th.
