Funnily enough, I've seen this picture appear on other adoption blogs in regards to the 15-month mark. It really sums things up quite well!
My mini-break felt good. I obviously needed to quiet my brain a bit from the constant speculating, pondering, and hand wringing I was doing. I was completely antisocial during that week so I now have some emails and phone calls to catch up on.
I don't know if I feel much better than before, but I think I've regained some of the previously flagging stamina that I'm going to need to get through the rest of this trip. And even if I'm not feeling much better, I am feeling comfortably numb. Which is actually a big improvement. I don't mind hovering here for a bit.
Thank you for your support and understanding. We are all here to get each other through the hard times. I don't know how I would do it without you.
